thug motivation 101

i am in trouble with my thesis

i only work on it after some noteworthy gathering of brown people that gives me a burst of motivation to get my stuff out there

1) basaic (black at saic) inaugural meeting
2) aata multicultural committee
3) absa (adler black students association) FREE half-day mental health conference last weekend.. with bacon.. and biscuits..

even then i only have a week or so of pep and im back into my old rut

the thing of it is that i oughta be motivated nonstop. everytime i look around and i dont see my face anywhere til maybe when i go into the hallway, depending on if leah's also goin to check her email or pee.......

and here i am with a few short weeks to go.. loaded onto surveymonkey all dressed up with nowhere to go cuz i feel paralyzed .. and barfy....