im mush
im a sponge
turned to mush
too many opinions
i have few
i use my voice very little nowadays, physically... and im all shy in the crew
it makes it harder to speak up when it counts
im softspoken anyway
AND outta practice
yikes
body: i feel sloppy and useless
of course im not really useless
but im not utilizing ANY of my skills or talents
i got scared today realizing... i dont have any specific goals left
i imagined goin full-speed-ahead with dancin, takin class, promotin myself....
this dude called me today talkin bout he could make a lotta good things happen for me if i head his dance program in his new nfp (so new i cant google it and still havent received the written materials i asked im for)
he said somethin along the lines of "i dont know if you know what you can do with your talent"
and stuff like "i know you wanna do your lil dancin now, but..."
dude
who are you talkin to
my resume i guess
but even that would indicate that duh i wanna use my "talents" for community growth and expression
i told him i was dancin now cuz nothin else was happenin and i wanted to continue
dont call me or my endeavors "lil" btw
he insisted i could do it all
right into the pages of upscale magazine
dubya tee...?
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